Friday, December 31, 2010

The year two thousand and ten anno domini.

It's eight minutes to the new year, and my hair still smells of barbecued meat 'cause we were at my uncle's house earlier attempting to celebrate the end of the year and the beginning of a new one by eating and hanging out.

Didn't really work 'cause we had to leave before midnight (obviously) 'cause you know, people do grow tired early and need sleep.

To be honest with you, the whole "new year" hype doesn't really excite me. Sure, it's fun knowing I've got another cycle of the Gregorian calendar in front of me, but other than that, it's in no way more fun or exciting than Chinese New Year. Man, now that's a new year's.


2010 has been a great year, and everyone always hopes the new year turns out better than the last. When you come to think of it, as the years go by, things should be improving, by right, 'cause they say people learn from mistakes made and gain knowledge as time passes by. Which doesn't really happen, sadly.

Anyway, in accordance to convention, I'd like to wish everyone (whoever might read this) a happy, more-awesome-than-the-last new year.


2010, I bid thee, farewell.

Thursday, December 30, 2010

Impending.

We've still got two days until the new year and people are already acting as if 2010 is over. Poor 2010.

But considering we do this every single year, we've given some 2009 time to 2010 during 2009 and some 2008 time to 2009 during 2008 and so on, so I guess it's fair.

Yeah, we're looking forward to the new year.

And so am I. I'm totally looking forward to month-long holidays again, and weekends, and going out to eat, and celebrating events all over again. And television shows, oh the television shows.

One thing I like about the end of the year is when music channels sort of recap the year for you and go through all the year's chart-toppers. And watching them makes you think, heck, it's been a year since this came out although I remember the first time I heard this like it was yesterday, and man, that was fast.

But of course, schoolwork will hinder all our fun, but I'm sure we'll managed.


Anyway, spent the past few days re-reading the Chronicles of Ancient Darkness (Wolf Brother, Spirit Walker, Soul Eater, Outcast, Oath Breaker) and finally read 'Ghost Hunter' yesterday (bought it early this year but never got round to reading it). Oh so good.

I loved the consistency. I mean, the writing was so consistent, it felt as if I were reading one huge book instead of six continuously. And yeah, now that I'm done I feel as if part of me is still stuck in ancient times fighting off evil.


All right, better go off now.

Arrivederci.


P.S. Muse is on television right now.

P.P.S. Ah, impending school.


Saturday, December 25, 2010

Gavatar.

There are a few things I like to do when I have the opportunity to come online for a while.

Get onto Twitter and inform the world (and the people who follow me) about small, mundane things that I've done recently, sound the horn, play Levynlight, check for Facebook notifications, read Least I Could Do and Questionable Content updates, then catch up on the latest Shaytards vlog and other YouTube shenanigans and the like (and watch KurtHugoSchneider's channel, of course).

Soon, I'm going to have to forgo all this relaxation and non-frustrating internet connection for a tiny little island south of Malaysia where I'll be joining dozens of other sad, no-lifers in our bid to fulfill "scholarly requirements". Sounds fun, definitely.


Anyway, it's Christmas today. So I'm listening to Glee's version of 'Baby It's Cold Outside' until the last hours of Christmas 2010 die away.

And because there's more to life than just the Gregorian calendar, it's my late grandmother's death anniversary today. Most of my cousins and I, we've never met her before, but I think it's nice that after so many years, my mum and her siblings make the effort to come together and stuff.

Ah, siblingly love.

Saw 'Gulliver's Travels' yesterday. Thought it was incredibly lame, but since I think lame jokes are funny, I kind of enjoyed the movie. It felt kind of awkward watching Jason Segel speak all "formal" and "British", but other than that, I thought he made it way more entertaining than it would've been with just Jack Black alone.

Loved the design of his Lilliput house, by the way.


All right, going off now. Have an episode of 'The Big Bang Theory' that I want to watch.

Adieu.


P.S. Merry Christmas, everybody.

Thursday, December 23, 2010

Predictably Irrational.

Listening to Kevjumba/Ryan Higa/Chester See's 'Shed A Tear' right now, 'cause my younger cousins kept singing it during our little road trip and it's been stuck in my mind since.

I love how amazing Chester See's voice sounds. Have I mentioned that? If I have, then I place emphasis on the word "love", and if I haven't, you must know that I love how amazing Chester See's voice sounds.

Anyway, the trip to Miri wasn't as bad as I expected, 'cause I could distract my brother with 'Angry Birds', as compared to our first road trip to Limbang, where he screamed his head off at us non-stop.

So much for my weight-loss regime, 'cause we ate and ate and ate.

The thing about Chinese dinners is that you've got a tonne of dishes, and you sort of feel obliged to have a bit of everything, and end up having loads.

And they're so tempting. One of the best ways to resist temptation is to remove it completely, but in terms of food it's quite impossible unless I want to turn anorexic (which I don't intend to, because good food is a total blessing).

And that totally sums up our trip, 'cause all I seem to remember about it is us eating, and me dying of not-buying-any-books agony.

I have loads of books lined up and I honestly can't afford to buy any more until I read some of them.


Christmas is in two days.

I'm not excited 'cause I don't celebrate Christmas. But my mum is definitely excited, because she knows that once Christmas is over, the next major holiday event thing for us would be Chinese New Year (woots).

Oh well.

Adieu everybody.


P.S. Just done reading my dad's copy of 'Predictably Irrational' by Dan Ariely. I think I might have particularly liked it 'cause it was partly about human behaviour and psychology. Definitely an interesting read.

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Little Chinese Cube Day.

Hooray for Little Chinese Cube Day.


Quick words, going off to Miri now.

Holidays aren't over yet, so making the most of it.

Adieu.


P.S. Happy Winter Solstice, actually.

P.P.S. Vlog is up instead, so go check that out.

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Nuptials.

Just got back from Kuching, and I think I might've forgotten how to write blog posts.

Anyway, we'll worry about that later.

My dad's cousin got married, so congratulations to the happy couple. Weddings are nice things to attend, because they give you this pleasantly warm, fuzzy feeling inside and you get to meet relatives you haven't seen in like, forever.

Apart from the nuptials, nothing else monumental happened, except maybe me wearing a dress.

It's weird, because when I wear girly clothing it always makes me feel as if I'm cross-dressing, even though I'm obviously not. I just can't do it. High heels make me want to trip over, and it feels awkward not wearing pants.

Internet connection here is lagging and it's driving me nuts because I'm impatient, and that I haven't been on the internet for three days and I didn't think I could've survived that long without it.

And since books in Malaysia are relatively cheaper, I managed get myself a copy of 'The Other Lands' by David Anthony Durham (which I've been wanting ever since the first 'Acacia' book), and 'Little Vampire Women', which is obviously another parody book.

Is it bad that I don't respect the original works of 19th century authors enough to actually immensely enjoy these parodies? I think so.

I mean, I have 'Pride and Prejudice and Zombies' (and it's lovely prequel 'Dawn of the Dreadfuls'), 'Sense and Sensibility and Sea Monsters', 'Android Karenina', and now 'Little Vampire Women'. I'm pretty sure there are many more of these, and I'd honestly love to get my hands on them.


Okay, going off now, 'cause it's been a long day and I'm exhausted.

Night.


P.S. Too much alcohol is bad for you, kids. Don't drink unnecessarily.

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Percy Jackson.

Hello, Internet.

Was in Miri two days ago, and got myself books as an early Christmas present. I like to buy books in Malaysia 'cause somehow they're cheaper that in Singapore and have a larger variety than at home.

Anyway coaxed my parents into buying me the last two books of the 'Percy Jackson & the Olympians', which is a bit too late since the sequel series has already come out, but you know, better late than never.

And they were awesome. I like the series very muchly. Good for kicking back and relaxing with.

I also have 'Android Karenina' and 'Sense and Sensibility and Sea Monsters' because I vowed not to buy them until I finished reading the original books, which I recently have. Don't really feel like reading them now though, 'cause I think I might need a bit more time to let the original 'Anna Karenina' sink in. Oh Leo Tolstoy.

I've got 'Frankenstein' sitting on my bookshelves right now, but haven't touched it yet. For some strange, unknown reason, I haven't touched 'Ghost Hunter' either, although I've had it for a few months now. I don't know why. Maybe I'll relaunch myself into the epicness of the Chronicles of Ancient Darkness. Who knows.

When I buy books, I have a few problems. The first is that I hate to buy a book in a series out of order, and when I do buy them in order, I make myself buy them one by one in order to not spend so much at a time and to prevent myself from reading them all at one go and not doing anything else.


Books aside, we're going off to Kuching tomorrow 'cause my dad's cousin is getting married, and we're kinda obliged to show up because that's what people do when their relatives tie the knot.

So yeah.

Better go off and catch up on those YouTube videos I missed while I was away from the internet.

Adieu.


P.S. I love Christmas season 'cause my mum buys loadsa chocolate. Yum.

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Milk.

I have just seen one of the most beautiful movies I have ever seen in my life.

Yeah, I've been talking about watching 'Milk' lately, and so I have. And it was moving. So very, very, moving.

I feel an extremely deep sense of respect for Harvey Milk right now. It's like he envisioned a better place for everyone (and not just gays), and had the guts to do something about it, out of the closet and openly fighting against gay discrimination.

He died a legend and will remain a legend.

So inspiring.

And I think he's right. If every single homosexual person were to step out of the closet, there would have to be someone we know who's gay or lesbian, and that would make us see things differently, that being homosexual isn't a sickness (like many idiots out there still believe), nor that it makes one horribly perverse, but that some "perfectly ordinary" people can be homosexual too.

Equal rights and acceptance, that's what we're striving for.


Oh why is it so hard to accept people for who they are?

Hmm yeah, now that I come to think of it, I find it a bit hard to accept close-minded people who are racist, homophobic or treat others like crap and other unreasonable reasons to hate other people.

Okay, I need sleep now.

Arrivederci.


P.S. First day in two weeks without 'Anna Karenina' and I feel hopelessly lost. Need to get something else to read or I'll probably lose my mind.


Friday, December 10, 2010

"Beautiful, what's your hurry?"

Just finished reading Anna Karenina, and I have to say, it was an amazing experience.

Everything was so well written and delivered, and all the characters thoughts and emotions were spelt out and described, and when (SPOILER ALERT) Anna was losing her mind I thought I was going to go mad along with her.

I loved how everything was so thorough and thought-through, and how opinions were expressed and how each character had a clearly defined personality.

It was like watching a television drama, except you had to like, read the words off the page and there was no unnecessary added sex appeal and/or humour just so a wider range of people would be able to enjoy it.

Awesomeness awesomeness awesomeness.

Daniel Handler did right to talk about it in 'A Series of Unfortunate Events'. Thanks, man.


Speaking of which, I think I might start re-reading the series. Again.


Watching How I Met Your Mother now, because the happenings in the lives of fictional characters interest me greatly.

Bought 'Milk' the day before after lunch with my dad and brother. I'm kind of annoyed at myself because I felt a bit embarrassed when the guy at the counter tested it out for me. I shouldn't have been, but I was.

I will no longer care about what others think about my opinion on sexuality. I am open and if anybody wants to judge me for it then let it be.

So yeah, hopefully I'll find the time to watch Milk soon.

Going off now. Show's finished loading.

Night.


P.S. "Those that know, do. Those that understand, teach." -Aristotle

Wednesday, December 08, 2010

Klaine.

Watching Glee right now, but with atrocious home internet it's just really slow so while waiting for it to load I'm here.

This episode is so Christmassy, I feel myself getting all excited about Christmas even though my family doesn't celebrate the holiday.

But, growing up under so much (how do I put this) foreign influence, I totally love the Christmas feel. It's so happy, and money-wasting, what's not to like? Oh so much commercialism.

Bringing the topic back round to Glee, I've just seen Blaine's duet with Kurt and it is so adorable I feel the need to watch it multiple times before I'm satisfied with just how cute they look together. (And for Darren Criss too, of course. So, so charming.)

I'm so glad that a show like Glee is aware of and is raising awareness of homosexuality, and how it's totally okay to be gay or lesbian or bisexual or a tranny. It's okay, because all that matters is who you are on the inside and how you treat other people, and not your sexual orientation.

I'd much rather be friends with a homosexual than with a straight asshole. It's common sense.

And yeah, I think that a lot of people are super ignorant about all this sexuality stuff. People are born with their sexual orientation, and you can't "turn" anybody gay or straight. It's science.

Glee is such a popular television show right now, and it's one of the biggest things to have ever happened to modern television last year, and since it's airing in many parts of the world, having them have such an influence over their viewers is a great thing.

Ah, the power of television.


Okay, I'm off now. Have more of Glee to watch.

Adieu.


P.S. Did you hear they have a petition trying to jail Frank Iero? Turns out it was started by some spoof church website. It's hilarious. Frankie is innocent and we know it.


Tuesday, December 07, 2010

Cousin points.

Waiting for my brother to fall asleep so I can laugh at YouTubers doing/saying stupid things without my mum telling me off.

This is officially the funniest video I have ever seen. Man, I can't sit through ten seconds without bursting into fits of uncontrollable laughter.

And this is a bloody hard game to play. There has to be some way of playing that gets the poor, seemingly muscle-less guy to the finish line a hundred metres away. I've seen people do it online, but I'm just not bothered to waste any more of my time trying to help the poor thing out.

Anyway, it totally goes to show that it takes a huge lot of effort for us to walk and move about, 'cause there are quite a few muscles that need to be controlled and an awareness of our surroundings to be taken care of.

Man, we're awesome beings. Such complexity.


Went out to Limbang today with an uncle and three cousins. And my mum and brother.

Learnt about "cousin points", this new theory one of my cousins has. According to him, the more you get to know your cousins, the more cousin points you earn, and therefore he'll reward you with some stuffed toy or money or something if you've managed to accumulate a certain number of cousin points.

It's funny. I like that a nine/ten year old sees the value of cousinship (this is a real word, I swear it).

Didn't do much there, ate, walked around, used the bathroom, bought some food, came back.

Nothing eventful really happened, except at some point my brother started singing the theme song to 'Angelina Ballerina' really loudly in the car and then we all tried to annoy him by singing a rousing rendition of the theme to 'Little Einsteins'.

In conclusion, I think kids nowadays watch too much television.


Okay, I'mma go off now, 'cause I've got an episode of 'How I Met Your Mother' and the latest Shaytards vlog to watch.

Adieu.


P.S. Yeahp, still reading Anna Karenina. Savouring every little bit with Levin and Oblonsky in it. Levin is a great guy and Oblonsky's such a dear.


Sunday, December 05, 2010

Wedding cake.

I think I must've seen this video at least thirty times over. It's funny, and it's catchy.

I have to say Chester See has an amazing voice.


Speaking of YouTube, Kurt Schneider and Sam Tsui were on Ellen the other day, which is so cool.

I remember when people were watching their early videos going "these guys are good, they should be more famous than they are now" and now it's really happening.

So, so cool.


I have officially sunk into the horrible pit of holiday idleness and I need to get out.

Need to start waking up earlier, and accomplishing things apart from eating, hanging around the house and going back to sleep again.

It's like I'm wasting my life away being all relaxed. Is it wrong to become agitated from being relaxed for too long? Or does that mean I never actually settled into "relaxing" properly? I'm unsure.

Planning to try out some video and editing stuff tomorrow. I mean, since I have Final Cut Pro 7 I might as well play around with it to bide my time.


Oh, and I've just seen this video, which is of Alex Day (aka nerimon) in New York to watch the American Idiot musical, and it totally reminded me of me being in Tokyo and alone and intimidated by the locals.

And the fun part is him talking about how it's strange being on top of the Empire State Building and not having anyone to share the view with, which was exactly what I felt like when I was in the Tokyo Tower. It feels so good to know that someone else understands what it's like. Especially when that someone else is a well-known British YouTuber.

Oh so many links this post.

All right, better be off now. Only read a few pages of Anna Karenina today and I need more.

Adieu.


P.S. Sometimes I'm thankful for our relatively monotonous weather, but sometimes I kind of do wish we lived in a more temperate region. But yeah we get loads of rain here so it's fine. I like rain.


Friday, December 03, 2010

"All alone, smoking his last cigarette." -The Fray

Went out to watch this French film earlier on this evening.

It was called 'Mia et le Migou' and it was strange.

Oh yeah it was. It had a rather direct message about conserving the environment in a strange 'Avatar-like' way and it was strange. Oh so strange.

So there's a girl, who's dad went off to work for the construction of the big bad thing that's going to damage the "Eywa" of the world of the "Migou" (who're supposed to protect the tree), and then suddenly one day she decides to go off on a trek across Mexico (or something) to go look for him. Alone.

So the girl who lives alone (although it's hinted that she's placed under the care of three old women of whom we have no idea of their origins and of their relations to her) and has no money at all goes off to look for her papa.

And there's this other kid whose dad is kinda like an asshole and is the mastermind behind the construction of the big bad thing that'll damage the environment and blah blah blah they rescue the planet because the Migou manage to replant the tree.

It's just so strange and questionable. But yeah, its picture had a great play of light.


There's this thing going on Facebook right now about changing your display picture to a picture of a cartoon from your childhood to show your support against child violence.

I don't see how it can help other than raise awareness, but it's fun to join in.

And seeing all those cartoon characters again kinda makes me miss my childhood. You know, the days of watching Cartoon Network and Nickelodeon and laughing and loving those cartoons.

Ah, those were the days.

Poor kids nowadays don't know what they're missing. I say we should bring back old cartoons, so us teenagers and little kids can watch cartoons together and have a great time. Great cartoons shouldn't die out. They should stay to entertain little children for generations to come.

All right, going off now.

Getting distracted by YouTube. Oh so much talent out there.

Night.


P.S. Decided "Benzyl" is a way cooler name than "Benzaldehyde". My future kid is going to hate me.

Jack Skellington.

Man, it's December already, which means that Christmas is near, and tonnes of people are going to get married.

I don't know why, but it's always like a lot of people get married in December.


Anyway, spent the last few days playing The Sims 3 (finally reinstated my account on thesims3.ea.com so now I can continue not downloading anything and thanking the internet for free custom content websites), getting re-acquainted with my electric and amplifier and sweet solos I can't pull off, and reading 'Anna Karenina' (oh so brilliant).

Had dinner at an uncle's house yesterday. Cousin has this awesome anti-Bieber t-shirt.


Yeah, I've seen the latest episode of Glee. Well, I don't really know what to say. It's like they totally rushed into sectionals. But I think I like Darren Criss increasingly each episode. If he doesn't end up as Kurt's boyfriend I think I might stop watching Glee altogether (I kid). There's just something about gay men.

Anyway, I think that's probably the only episode of Glee ever where there wasn't any Sue Sylvester. Like, how weird is that? Didn't her hatred of the Glee club kind of like, form the backbone of Glee season 1? And now it's all like, this person is hooking up with that person and this person is breaking up with that person, and like, he's gay. Also, Will Schuester needs to pull himself together.

Better stop myself before I spoil anything for anyone.


All right, I'mma go off now.

Adieu.


P.S. Is it weird that I feel like getting myself a tattoo of Jack Skellington when I'm older? Maybe it's just a phase that will pass.

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Famous Last Words

I'm completely in love with the intro to 'Save Yourself, I'll Hold Them Back'.

Spent my afternoon watching the DVD from 'Life On The Murder Scene'. Kinda makes me miss Bob Bryar, 'cause when I first knew MCR (which was in '07 when 'The Black Parade' was released) he was there. He's a great drummer, yeah.

Went out for dinner with Shar, Manda and Stel (it's tradition).

We make it a point to do it every time I come back, and it's probably the last time we'll ever be able to do it again 'cause Stella's leaving tomorrow for Malaysia and we don't know when she'll be back to visit.

It's kinda sad, huh? But you know, with new places comes new opportunities and new experiences and things just open up before you, so it really doesn't hurt to leave old places no matter how heartbreaking.

So yeah, wishing Stel all the best for the future. In fact, I wish everyone all the best in the future.

For my batch in Brunei, O-levels have just ended and now people have to make decisions whether to remain in their schools to do A-levels or to leave, or which sixth form institution to go to, and what subjects to take.

It's funny to watch all my friends go through this while I'm still stuck here. Yeah, I'll be here for quite a while, and will have to make my own choices eventually, but that's not anytime sooner. (Well, I did make my decision to leave SAS for MS and to leave MS for NUSH so I guess I have been doing some decision-making myself, in a way.)

The future is so hard to plan for.


Anyway, have a video of us eating up on Facebook.

For memory's sake.


Need sleep now.

Arrivederci.


P.S. I think it's quite unfair when people tend to refer to covers as "Sam Tsui's *insert song name here*", because then they don't give any credit to Kurt Schneider.

P.P.S. When I read 'Anna Karenina', I don't want it to end because it's so brilliant.

Monday, November 29, 2010

Foresight.

Still listening to 'Danger Days' (okay, not continuously, but as in I've been listening to it every time I type out posts).

Just finished watching the third season of The Big Bang Theory. Ah, it feels so good to have free time and just relax.

Come to think of it though, we've had free time ever since the exams ended. And by "free time", I mean "time where I didn't feel guilty about watching television shows because I had other more important things to do" time.

Makes you almost miss school (no, not really. I lie).


Was getting my hair re-straightened today, so had plenty of time on my hands to read 'Anna Karenina' 'cause all I had to do was sit there for a few hours and wait.

I'm not even a quarter way through, but I have to say it's one of the best books I've read this year (I haven't read many this year, but man, it is good). I love the way it's told and how all the characters seem to be able to capture your heart and you become so enraptured in 19th century Russian life and the feeling is simply amazing.

Oh, and the reason why I bought 'Anna Karenina' in the first place was because I remembered it from 'A Series of Unfortunate Events' (and the genius of Daniel Handler) and that it was super cheap.

Funny how one thing leads to the other.


Met Nadhirah on the way back home. Talked about MS and about what's going to happen in the future.

I've realised that the MS I miss is the one that existed years ago, and not the way it is now. I don't want to go back, that's for sure. Sometimes I miss the way things were and all the fun we had back then, but there's no guarantee it would've stayed the same two years down the road, but I have to say I'm completely okay with school the way it is right now.

And yeah, I miss the people.

Those were good times, good times.

Okay, going off now.

Adieu.


P.S. I love the fact that television shows are available online. It makes life so much easier for us people who've been unable to watch television normally like regular couch potatoes.


Saturday, November 27, 2010

Mon Dieu!

Watching 'Ratatouille' with my brother right now. He loves this movie. He loves it so much, and has seen it so many times, I know how to spell "Ratatouille" without needed spellcheck.

But I'm okay with that, because I like Ratatouille too. Remy is the cutest rat ever.

Tokyo trip is over, and from it I've managed to learn two things: The Japanese only use two types of phones; some kind of flip phone, and iPhones (or phones that strongly resemble iPhones in appearance), and that sightseeing alone is horrible.

It's like when you go sightseeing in a foreign country, you often follow a tour, or someone who is familiar with the area, or with family and friends.

But I totally went alone, man. My dad had to work most of the time, which gave me plenty of free time to wander around Tokyo and check out some places.

And it's sad when people ask me if I've been to this place, or that place, 'cause I spent most of my time traveling and getting lost and trying to find my way across the city, and therefore spent very little time actually being at places of interest and shopping (I can't shop, anyway, even if I wanted to).

But yeah, I like to tell myself that it's all about the experience itself, and not just about how much stuff I buy. And I totally agree with myself. It was all for the experience.

I think I managed pretty well there, because I didn't get robbed, nor hopelessly lost. So congratulate me.


Spent all day yesterday in planes and airports. One great thing about air travel is that I get a lot of reading done. Managed to finish 'Sense and Sensibility', which was awesome. Tried explaining the plot to my mum earlier today, and left her all confused, 'cause I went "So there's this old dude, who has a son who had two wives and was rich then died then left all his money to his son's son's son, who was the son of his son's first wife," and ended with "...and basically they got married."

But yeah, it was a good book. Colonel Brandon > Willoughby, definitely.

Started on Leo Tolstoy's 'Anna Karenina', so going off to read it soon.

Adieu.





Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Look alive, sunshine.

Listening to 'Danger Days' now. (I've been wanting to say that for months.)

Already gone through it once, and it's amazing.

Because you know, MCR is my favourite band of all time, I probably won't be able to do anything else but SING praise about the album. (Did you catch the pun? It's the only song in the album that's easy to make puns with.)

Even with my atrocious navigational skills and my almost non-existent sense of direction, I somehow managed to make my way through Tokyo's super confusing subway system to Shibuya, where it took me ages to find HMV (at least that's what I think it was) and see this:

I haven't posted pictures in posts in like, forever. So here you go. I think Gerard Way's hair looks good on him, to be honest with you.

I remember when he bleached his hair for 'The Black Parade'. No matter what his hair looks like, Gerard Way will always be awesome.

But yeah, verdict of new album is: I still love My Chemical Romance.


Continued wandering around after that. Didn't buy anything else, 'cause I can't shop and I'm hopeless that way.

Had a nice stroll in Yoyogi National Park. Pretty place. Love the weather, too. Great for walking in.


And yeah, went there yesterday. Tokyo Tower. Have a vlog about it.



All right, be off now. Need to watch the latest episode of Glee.

Adieu.


P.S. I kinda like, really miss Bob Bryar though.

P.P.S. Fatinn has this thing for Sam Tsui, but I'm more of a Kurt Schneider person.

P.P.P.S. Gabriel Bá and Fábio Moon. Talented artists? You bet they are.

Monday, November 22, 2010

Transit.

Haven't posted in like, forever, but you can't blame me, I've been busy procrastinating and packing and going on flights.

So, yeah, Danger Days is out today and I'm stuck here in Changi waiting for a flight to Narita airport, 'cause my dad's on a business trip to Tokyo and I'm tagging along.

He's somewhere reading a book now and I'm here 'cause I needed a power source.

Hoping I can get Danger Days in Tokyo then. They'll definitely have it, won't they? I mean, I know for sure that MCR's been to Japan before, so there are most certainly MCR fans in Japan.

Which means that they're bound to sell their latest album there.

Fingers crossed.


Okay, gotta go now.

Need to board plane.

Adieu.

Friday, November 19, 2010

"This is how we like to do it in the murder scene." -MCR

Exhausted, but still need to pack. Man, I need to become more efficient.

Last day of the school year today. Which means the highlight of the day was getting our progress reports back.

Did okay, thankfully.


Went down to the library afterwards to edit our SDMA video. Managed to finish it before our CIP started.

I have to say, despite filming it in one day, and coming up with a completely random script last-minute, and having a one-minute time constraint that made the video look really rushed, we did quite awesomely.

Yeah, it could've been better if we were allowed longer than a minute, but it's actually not bad at all.

Fingers crossed the judges will be able to understand our (how do I put this) "message" and "meaning" of the video.

Ah well. We had fun either way.


CIP was okay. Taught kids how to use compact cameras (because us video and PA people aren't so familiar with DSLRs). Went to the Botanic Gardens, and I filmed swans for five continuous minutes (I have no life).

Also took footage of us interacting with the people we were supposed to interact with.


Okay, have more CIP to do tomorrow. And packing. Loads of packing.

Night.


P.S. Life On The Murder Scene is teh love. Why did I wait so long before buying it?

P.P.S. I now have Late Night, courtesy of Kelvin. Need to start playing once I'm done packing.

P.P.P.S. People have gone back, but I keep telling myself that's okay, because I have more time to pack.

Disappointment.

After so many years, I've finally figured out why I've been avoiding Harry Potter.

Finally.

After reading the Deadly Hallows out of curiosity back in '07, I made the decision to not watch any of the movies, nor touch any of the books ever again.

It always seemed unreasonable to tell people I thought it got crappy. Because maybe it didn't. Because maybe I was too young to understand what was going on at the time (yeah, a few years ago, I actually was young).


Anyway, it hit me a while ago. I know why I've been boycotting Harry Potter.


I used to love Harry Potter. And when I say "love", I really mean it. I knew the first four books inside out and couldn't be more obsessed.

And then when the characters started dying, I just couldn't handle it. I couldn't handle it because it was one of the things I held closest to my heart and I hadn't really grasped the concept of death yet.

It's like I was so immersed in the world of wizarding that it hurt me when characters died.

It was horrible.

And so I shut myself off from Harry Potter because I couldn't bear it. I don't want to hear people talk about it because it just reminds me of the bitter heartbreak I had to face.

So I'll just go on avoiding it for the rest of my life.

Man, I'm such a pathetic loser.



Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Action.

Oh hey blogosphere.

It's that time of the year again.

That time when I complain for days on end and yet still get close-to-nothing accomplished.

Yeahp, it's time to start packin', baby.


I promised myself last year that I wouldn't keep that much junk, but I think I've broken that promise. I have loads of junk.

Planning on throwing away most of my notes from last year (kept all of last year's notes 'cause I just couldn't bring myself to get rid of them) and this year too, 'cause I've come to a realisation that I probably won't ever read them again.

Isn't that sad? It's like I put so much effort into filing and adding little annotations (to keep me from falling asleep in class) and I just throw them away.

But no, I am a person of the present, now, and I do not need to dwell on the past. Oh no I don't. (So I tell myself.)


No school today (thankfully), so I spent my morning watching 'The Big Bang Theory' (awesome show; makes me feel nerdier than I already am).

Then spent my afternoon filming for our SDMA vid with Ash around the hostel.

I don't know why, but despite all the hard work, I find filming rather addictive. It's like I actually enjoy figuring out the right camera angles, and getting people to act and telling them what to do and how to do it and they listen to you.

It's awesome.

What's more awesome is watching the finished product afterwards, because it's just so rewarding.

We won't talk about the finished product yet, 'cause we've just finished filming and haven't started on editing yet. But I assure you, we had fun.

Huge thanks to Fatinn, Adithya and Wee Thean (and two year 5s) for agreeing to do random typing and skyping on camera for us. And a bigger thanks to Mr Wong (the hostel one) for being sporting enough to act for us and constantly repeat scenes.


Okay, better go now. Tired and have to wake up early tomorrow 'cause I need to be at the Year 6 convocation rehearsal to take some footage.

Night.


P.S. It's like my life nowadays revolves mainly around CCA. Hm.


Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Midlife crisis.

There are few things more annoying than the school internet connection.

It's horrible.

Can't get anything done, have to wait forever just to Google something, can't do things I want to do.


Had our post-exam games thing this morning. Couldn't really do anything because I probably suck at every sport imaginable (and some people think I'm actually afraid of balls I wonder where they get that idea from) and that I don't know how to play chess, chinese chess, monopoly deal, hearts or bridge.

Man, it's like I live a sad, meaningless existence throughout which I never picked up any of these life skills.

And so I just sat around with Rania 'cause she was on PA duty. Played a few songs in the hall, watched people in the concourse and drank a cup of free Milo. Nothin' much.

Fibo ended up in second place behind Faraday, 'cause we sort of lost almost every single match imaginable for tagball, frisbee and soccer (heard we got first for floorball though, that's nice).


Had dinner out with Kelvin and Adithya.

Was awesome 'cause we managed to find a place that'd buy a copy of Civilization V from me.

Less than a week till I get home, but I haven't started packing yet.

I should start, huh?

Okay, tired, should go now.

Adieu.


P.S. Bloody hell, I'm old.


Sunday, November 14, 2010

Abu Dhabi 2010.

After a series of completely uneventful events, I went out today with Fatinn, Nicholas, Wardah and Zeh and watched 'Megamind'.

Been wanting to watch it ever since it came out, and man, it was awesome.

Funny, great story line, lovable characters, cute minion, brilliant soundtrack (AC/DC, Guns N' Roses, Michael Jackson, to name a few), animated, you get what I mean.

I can honestly say that I love this movie.

Great movie aside, I'm kinda mad at myself for missing the last race of the season tonight. Had other things to do, but I can't believe I totally forgot about it.

I feel kinda depressed now.

History was made and I missed it.

And I call myself an F1 fan. Shame on myself.

Congratulations to Vettel for becoming the youngest F1 World Champion ever (they just keep getting younger and younger, don't they?). I like the guy.

I need details of the race, but the internet connection is being slow and troublesome, so perhaps not tonight.

Okay, have Deeparaya stuff tomorrow.

Sleep first, F1 later.

Sigh.

Night.


P.S. I bet it's become this trend for supervillain minions to appear cute. If it really is a trend, I sure hope it lasts.

Friday, November 12, 2010

Decorations.

Script-checking day 2 today.

Geog was great (and I should totally be thanking my lucky stars, 'cause I, along with loads of other people, only started studying on the day itself). Malay was horrible.

My love-hate relationship with Geog continues.

Went to the library with Aisyah afterwards, just so we could sleep in there. I mean, the library is like the perfect place for sleeping. It's cold, quiet, and full of books (there's just something about old, thick, nerdy books that just make you want to fall asleep).

Hey, we're tired people. Don't judge us.


Did stuff for Deeparaya rehearsals all afternoon.

It's great that we're raising awareness of other cultures and religious celebrations and all, but I don't like that it's been made such a chore for all of us.

And it's sad that all the effort and work and time we put into all this will be over in a few hours and will hardly be appreciated by the rest of the school who weren't involved in any way.

It's kinda depressing, really. To come to that realisation. We could always make the decision to not care about anything in life, 'cause it only lasts for a fleeting moment and then there would really be no point in anything.

But we do stuff anyway.

There's something so cool about the human race. We're totally aware of this and yet continue to strive.


Went out for sushi after rehearsals. Yum.

And had cake with chopsticks, courtesy of Emily and Wardah (thanks, guys).

Okay, going off now.

Adieu.


P.S. I like to see people's reactions when I tell them that the guy who plays Scooter from How I Met Your Mother is actually Neil Patrick Harris' real life boyfriend. It's fun.

Inferiority.

Listening to Lifehouse at the moment.

There's just something about Jason Wade's voice that makes anything he sings sound really good.

Feeling tired right now, but life goes on.

Script-checking today. They always cram majority of the subjects we take on the first day. I don't know whether it's for the sake of convenience, or that they just want to see us succumb to nerves.

But yeah, logic says that once a paper is done you can't do anything about it anymore, so there's not much point in worrying about getting results back.

I'm guessing the scary part is finding out how badly you did.

I like to lower my expectations so I don't feel disappointed or anything. Passing subjects I suck at is good, and anything beyond that is great.

It's totally scary that some people can get ridiculously high marks while I kinda like have to scrape my way through. It's insane.

Yeah, just feel so inferior.


CCA meeting-ed later on in the afternoon. Listened to Ash talk about our CIP for a while, then had pizza. Loads of pizza.

And because hardly anyone showed up, we had a surplus of seven boxes of whole pizzas. Never in my two years of of NUS High has there ever been a surplus of pizza. Like, it just doesn't happen. To have seven whole pizzas leftover just kinda blew our minds for a moment.


Went out to WCP to have ice cream at MOF for our cluster outing.

Just realised that it was probably our last outing as a cluster. Wow, that was fast. Seems like only yesterday I was leaving 8A.


Loving the weather right now. It's so cool (literally).

Better go off.

Night.


P.S. I love the a cappella rendition of Katy Perry's 'Teenage Dream' on Glee. Darren Criss is amazing.


Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Gambit.

Watching "Hi, I'm a Marvel... And I'm a DC" vids on YouTube right now.

Man, they are hilarious.

Best thing of my day.

I love how it's so witty and how the jokes are so obscurely funny.

Ah, comic book universes are awesome.

It would be so cool if I could somehow dedicate part of my life to reading Marvel and DC comics, and watching their movies and animated adaptions.


Anyway, started Wiki-ing X-Men (again) 'cause tomorrow's the start of script-checking, and I have this bad habit of doodling comic book characters on my papers. That scratching of pen tips against paper is so addictive. And everything looks so much cooler in green ink, for some reason.

Also, I kinda like to doodle just so I can take my mind off the results I'll be getting.

It makes me appear nonchalant and totally cool with whatever I get.

Man, the pressure is on.


Spent my morning doing Malay O-level papers, and my afternoon in the hall for a Deeparaya rehearsal.

Hmm.

Better go off now.

Sleep is needed.

Arrivederci.


P.S. Just started on 'Sense and Sensibility'. It sad that the only chick lit I read is the chick lit of the nineteenth century.


Monday, November 08, 2010

Interlagos 2010

Hey blogosphere.

It's funny how the more free time I have, the less I feel like blogging. Probably 'cause I don't really do much when I'm free.

Had some trouble waking up this morning, 'cause we went out to Johor yesterday and had this lack of sleep.

Yeah, our Johor trip was fun. It doesn't really matter what you do, or where you go, as long as you like who you're doing it with.

I mean, it's all about the company. It's like if you did something awesome with people you hated, it'd become less fun.

Anyway, watched 'Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak 2', which was, unsurprisingly, not as funny as the first (it was a drastic degradation, from extremely funny to just meh). Well yeah, we all agreed that sequels are rarely better or as good as the original.

The only reason why people make sequels is because the first was successful enough, and the only reason why crappy sequels make money is because people assume it's as great as the first movie, or that they're just curious to find out exactly how crappy it is.

Today's not much fun to talk about 'cause I spent my morning down at the Mac lab with Ash and Victoria randomly watching YouTube videos and trying to gain inspiration for SDMA, and I spent my afternoon watching 'How I Met Your Mother' (still).

Didn't catch the race early this morning (Interlagos, you know, starts at midnight), 'cause I had to sleep or I'd KO today.

Congratulations to Red Bull Racing for wrapping up the Constructor's Title with a one-two at Interlagos, and to Vettel for winning the race. It was horribly obvious that the Red Bulls were in way better shape than the other teams for this track.

Massa had horrible luck, that's all I can say. Poor fellow, home race and all, and having to pit unnecessarily because of some loose tyre because some dude made a mistake during his first pit stop. I feel for him.

Okay, one more race to go, and to be honest with you, I don't really mind who wins the Driver's Title. The only two drivers I truly supported were Michael Schumacher and Kimi Raikkonen. Schumi's not doing really well this season, and Kimi's in rally now. What to do.

May the best driver win.

And forza Ferrari.

Night.


P.S. Oh, and congrats to Hulkenberg for pole. I totally forgot about that, 'cause I was so caught up in the whole "Massa-qualified-badly" thing.



Saturday, November 06, 2010

i Light.

I'm currently waiting for two things before I go to sleep tonight.

The first is for a video (of a few I compiled into one) I took today to upload onto Facebook, and the second is for qualifying to start.

Didn't really have time to check out the practice times after I got back, 'cause I thought qualifying was over before realising that this was Interlagos and that everything would start hours later.

Ah, living in Asia has its drawbacks.

So here I am at midnight, waiting for qualifying. Fingers crossed to Massa on pole and Ferrari front row.

It's funny how for the past few years, the Driver's Championship has boiled down to the final race or two. Shows just how tight and competitive the teams are nowadays (if you take out the new teams like Virgin, Lotus and HRT, everyone else is totally within range of each other).

I remember back when people used to make jokes about Force India being the new team after Vijay Mallya took over Spyker, and now they've won a few podium places. How awesome is that? (My dad and I totally root for Force India, 'cause we're Asian and all, you know, gotta support the "local" team.)

Speaking of F1 and how much I hope Ferrari wins this race, we went out today and walked part of the Singapore F1 track and got rained on. Which was awesome fun.

I'm not kidding.

Sometimes I find myself thinking, yeah, nothing's cool about living here. We work our asses off and hardly have time to spend time out and enjoy ourselves without having to stow away thoughts of schoolwork in the deep recesses of our minds. It's not fun at all.

But then you get the weekend off after exams and go out and then totally change your mind.

Checked out that i Light thing at Marina Bay with a couple of the Bruneians and Yanni.

Really wanted to be able to see all the exhibits, but couldn't 'cause it started pouring and we had to seek shelter and stuff like that in case we got all wet and cold.

One thing I like about this newfound love of vlogging of mine is that I don't have to bore people with words depicting every single excruciating moment of my day, 'cause I find that no matter how much I type, it still doesn't beat video.

I also like that Singapore keeps looking for new things to show and new events to host and exhibits to pull off. That's why it doesn't seem like such an utterly dull and monotonous place.

Okay, better go off now. Have to sleep early tonight 'cause we're going off to Johor Bahru tomorrow (this trip with Bruneians).

Adieu.


P.S. I love saying "I'm a tourist" out loud in Singapore, and I love saying "I'm local" out loud in Brunei. That's just the way it is.

Thursday, November 04, 2010

SINGle.

Listening to MCR's new single right now.

To be honest with you, whenever they release any new stuff, I get kinda nervous, 'cause I'd probably be really disappointed if I didn't like it.

But heck, I love it.

Anyway, no matter what happens, or what decisions MCR decides to make, that's okay with me because my favourite album of all time has been and will always be 'Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge'.

It was probably the first album I've ever listened to from start to finish. And it was brilliant.

I remember being thirteen, on The Sims 2 forums (yeah, I used to hang out there a lot 'cause I totally didn't have a life back then and still don't but that's another story), when someone posted this link to this music video they made to Welcome To The Black Parade. So I went, and I fell in love.

Then I realised that I was missing out on a lot in life. And from then on I discovered that this music thing was something I couldn't spend a day without. It was like being on drugs. I got addicted, and I totally don't need rehabilitation.


Anyway, went out today with Wardah, Fatinn, Emily and Syaf. Watched 'Due Date'.

Thankfully no chick flick.

I think Robert Downey Jr's a great actor, 'specially 'cause I've seen him in Iron Man 2 and Sherlock Holmes.

But I digress. Movie was nothing spectacular, but it was funny and that's what mattered to people who needed to get out and have fun after spending a few weeks thinking about exams. It was a bit sick though (NC-16 and like, a tonne of disgusting sexual references).

Okay, going off now.

Have 'How I Met Your Mother' to watch. Love that show.

Night.


P.S. Oh it feels so weird to not have school on a weekday.


Wednesday, November 03, 2010

Greenscreen.

This sem's exams are over, I should be feeling elated, but man, my eyes just can't focus anymore.

It's like I'm just really, really, tired but don't want to go to sleep just 'cause I want to savour the "exams are over" moment.

You know that feeling, when you walk into the venue of your last paper (in our case, the hall) and find yourself smiling even though it's one of your worse subjects and you're feeling extremely nervous?

It's like you know that exams are over once you step into the place. It's not when you finish writing, because to me, the part of exams that make them such living hell is the studying.

The not being able to do what you want, to sleep earlier, to go out and have fun. It's horrible.


So how were our exams this time round? I can't say brilliant, sadly. I can't say horrible either. Average is more like it.

Kinda felt like I could've done better for subjects I like, and was surprisingly able to answer questions from papers of subjects I suck at.

It's interesting, really.

Dreamt I failed our English paper last night. Man, I'm paranoid.


Anyway, better go off now. Feel like I'm dying of exhaustion.

Adieu.


P.S. The weather is currently really humid and I hate it.

Sunday, October 31, 2010

Studying is not easy.

Okay, it's Halloween, haven't posted in like, ages, and exams haven't ended yet.

It wasn't a hiatus, really. It was more of a "I feel like I'm dying and like my life is ebbing away and it's become so meaningless I have nothing to post about" thing.

Since our English paper is tomorrow (which consists of an hour's worth of essay writing), I'll launch into a full-scale practice essay for tomorrow.

I have one hour.

So let's start crapping.


As many concerned parents have made a point to constantly remind their children, whatever amount of effort they put into their education will be reflected in their future. In order for one to thrive in the fast-paced, dog-eat-dog society of today, one must prove one's worth beforehand. And one way to do so is to attain outstanding examination results. Consequently, the students of today are told to study, and when they do, to study harder. However, studying is not as easy a task as parents make it out to be.

Studying is defined by parents as simply sitting down, cracking open a textbook and reading, or practicing ironically countless calculations, in order to achieve As for examinations. It is, on the other hand, defined by students as a form of torture, where they are forced to suppress their desires to do more entertaining things and instead subject themselves to hours of being in a single place, struggling to remember and understand names, figures, and concepts. There are many reasons why students absolutely abhor studying, but only a few main reasons will be addressed in this essay.

Firstly, students rarely find what they are tested on easy. Even in the presence of sheer motivation, the most disciplined of students waver when they realise that they are unable to comprehend a single thing, or are getting all the answers for practice questions wrong. The process of studying then becomes more tedious as a result, what with consultations, additional research, and head-scratching. The subject they are supposed to be studying becomes horribly unappealing, and studying is reduced to a chore rather avoided. This causes students to become frustrated and lack the motivation and the self-confidence to reattempt certain questions or readdress the topic at hand.

Secondly, to a student with upcoming examinations, everything else suddenly seems intriguing and requiring attention. For example, a student might be sitting at his desk memorising the names of various granitic formations for his upcoming Geography examination, when the tapping of his pencil on the table becomes interestingly rhythmic, when the book becomes a comfortable resting place for his head, when his stomach becomes empty again, when the world outside seems like a much brighter place than indoors, and so forth. Distractions appear from out of thin air, which will inevitably lead to procrastination if not contained in time by discipline and the urge to pass said examination. It is unfair for parents to blame their children for such "time-wasting", as it is natural for their minds to automatically seek entertainment when bored. The human brain is constantly active, and its two responses to being bored are to either fall asleep, or to find alternative things to do. Additionally, things are made worse when a student feels guilty for not studying, so they wind up torn between studying and not studying. Perhaps if studying were made more entertaining, students would find it a more attractive activity to adopt.

The third reason why studying is not easy is the cause of studying itself: examinations. Exam papers are constantly shrouded in mystery until taken, rendering students unsure of themselves before entering the examination venue; insecure and agitated. Another reflex of the human mind is to simply avoid whatever an individual fears, loathes, or whatever makes the individual uneasy. In response to such a reflex, students shun studying, knowing it leads to exams, and knowing that they will never put in enough effort to achieve desired results in the end. A scenario to illustrate this point may go like this: A student invests much time and effort in a paper, but when results are released, he discovers with much disappointment that he is still unable to improve his score. His confidence wavers and his willingness to work harder dissipates into thin air. To sum it all up, the word "studying" becomes synonymous to the word "unhappy".

Although it is evident from this essay that studying is not the most elementary of tasks, it remains a necessity that helps students survive their future out of school, and also to live up to the expectations of their parents. It is crucial not to forget the importance of a positive school report. Only with good qualifications out of school, then can one find oneself in a favourable position to further one's education and hence climb higher up in society. If a student values momentary comfort and happiness by not making the effort to study over the long-term feeling of accomplishment when he or she looks back at a well-deserved high-paying income, for example, then he or she will certainly live to regret the decision. With this said, it can be concluded that sadly, studying, as difficult as it may be, still has to be done.


Okay, my hour is up.

And yeah, I really don't like studying, but we've got no choice and what's got to be done has to be done.

So bring it on, world. Bring it on.


Okay, better go now. It's bad enough I don't post for days without me coming up with a ridiculously long-winded post.

Adieu.


P.S. Mystery solved: Kurt Schneider can sing. Made my day.

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Detrimental.

Just done watching The Amazing Race 17 episode 5.

Happy 'cause TeamJumba's still in it. You know how he has to compromise the race by choosing less physically challenging roadblocks just so his dad can keep up? I think that's really nice of him.

And I'm kinda glad 'cause the volleyball team got eliminated. They're not exactly the nicest team (in fact, I don't really like 'em 'cause they badmouth other teams all the time).

It's k-k-karma, baby.


Last day of proper lessons ended today.

Nothing spectacular. Had two hours of Chem, an hour of Math and an hour of Malay. Just revision, revision and more revision.

Exams are coming. Oh yeah exams are definitely coming.

And it's scary. Oh so scary.


Like we were saying earlier in the canteen while celebrating Faiz's birthday, "What exams? After all, they only determine the rest of your life. Nothing important, no, not at all."

It's funny how we're able to talk about throwing away our future so casually.


Ugh, pivotal life moments.


Reading days start tomorrow till the day after. Starting 'em off with Geog consultation (why oh why did I sign up for that?) followed by two hours of Physics.

Sounds fun.


Going off now. Have to start striving for that future we talk about but have slim chances of making a reality.

Hm.


P.S. Paul the psychic octopus died today. People say it was too bad he didn't see it coming, but I don't think it's a good thing to be able to predict your own death.

Monday, October 25, 2010

Obscurity.

Loving the weather right now.

Living with no air-conditioning totally makes us more sensitive to weather changes. When you've got air-conditioning, it doesn't really matter what the weather outside is like. If it's hot, no problem. If it's humid, no difference.

But take a look at us air conditioner deprived people.

We definitely appreciate cool, non-humid weather much more.

Thankfully the haze has cleared up, too.


PE today was weird. Last PE session of the year, so we got to play poisonball and monkey and captain's ball. Dr Sun is sexist (for the billionth time, not 'sexy', like Yos keeps accusing me of saying).

He kinda likes to split the class into guys and girls, and encourage ball throwing at girls. That's so unfair.


English was weird too. Did that paragraph development thing. English worries me right now. I don't think I can make it.

Level briefing-ed during mentoring. This year's OBS got cancelled (I'm kinda indifferent, 'cause I wasn't going to join anyway). It's funny how Ms Fong blatantly takes advantage of these things to talk about our impending Bio paper.


Math kinda scares me too, and Geog is just a bunch of stuff to read up on about rocks.

I honestly can't look at anything with the words "limestone" or "granite" without thinking of tower karsts, sinkholes, castle koppies and bornhardts. It's like it's taken control of my brain.

Mr Chia was talking about the CAST diagram a few days ago, and the bunch of us went, "karst?"

Yeah, it is that sad.


All right, better be going now. Last day of proper classes of the year tomorrow.

Night.


P.S. Man, had so much fun teasing Stanley about yesterday's race this morning. Joshua and I were all like, "So, Stanley, who crashed out yesterday? I wonder who. Oh, and who won? Hmm. I wonder who." We're so mean.

P.P.S. Farewell assembly was kinda nice. I think I would've liked it more if I hadn't been desperately needing the bathroom through it all.

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Yeongam 2010

School tomorrow. Again.

Exams coming soon. Again.

Listening to songs from KurtHugoSchneider's channel. Again.

Ferrari won an F1 race. Again.


The internet connection is horrible. Don't like it at all.

Don't school authorities know that connection to the internet is probably what keeps us alive? We'd be a lot happier if it was fast.

Anyway, highlight of my day was the first Korean Grand Prix at Yeongam. Took all afternoon, 'cause the race got delayed by the rain, and lap times were a lot slower and there were plenty of safety car entries and accidents.

Alonso first and Massa third, wedging Hamilton in between. Yeah, I admit we kinda got lucky there, but you know, if your car catches fire (Vettel), or if you crash out (Webber) and take someone (Rosberg) with you, or just end up in a really horrible position and can't make it back up (Button), you could always blame it on the driver or the team (which is kinda mean, so I'mma say they were all unlucky).

So yeah, that's how both Red Bulls didn't finish, and how poor Rosberg had his race ended by Webber (Mercedes was doing pretty well, 'cause Schumi got fourth, his best finish of the season so far).

Driver's championship is totally wide open now, with Alonso leading (yay).

Two more races to go.

I wish I could watch races live on television.


Okay, better go off now. Don't want to die during school tomorrow.


Adieu.


P.S. "Your eyes, your eyes, make the stars seem like they're not shining." "Yeah, they really aren't shining, 'cause of the haze."

Saturday, October 23, 2010

Year End Boarding Dinner 2010.

Feet ache, but man, we only get to do this only once a year, so totally worth it.

Year End Boarding Dinner 2010 just ended. It was surprisingly shorter than last year's, though. It's like last year, there was plenty more in the programme, and this year it was just performance, eat, some random game, eat, more performances, awards, more performances, disco.

It's almost as if they were rushing to get to the disco bit.


Yeah, plenty of fun.

When you're losing your voice and going deaf at the same time, you can't really tell how bad either is, 'cause you can't hear how bad your voice is, and you don't know whether you can blame that on bad hearing.


Kinda hungry now, actually. Hm.


Okay, the high-ness is wearing off.

Tired.

Night.


P.S. And yeah, totally wore a dress through it all and totally survived. (Quick, congratulate me.)

P.P.S. Wish we could've had the dinner after exams, but what to do.

Thursday, October 21, 2010

∆U = Q + W

I didn't think it was possible, but I'm afraid I might have run dry of bullsh*t juice.

Just finished with Geog module journal 2, and I'm totally done with the sixteen journal entries we have to do for English.

And because I seem to not be able to count, I accidentally did an extra article, which makes seventeen in total.

I am such an idiot.

Could've saved me half an hour of my life, but no, I can't count.

So this is why we learn how to count in kindergarden. To prevent you from accidentally doing too much work.

I feel so cheated.


Did our graded class task on our Math journal today during Math (man, I seem to be able to talk about nothing but journals in this post). Was all right, I guess. But as all journals go, bullsh*tted a lot there, too.

Mr Chia asked us what a model was, and he overheard me saying something about people dressing up in clothes to display them and walking down runways. I swear, teachers give me the weirdest looks.

Speaking of runways, I totally miss Project Runway.

Need to catch up with it soon.


Geog was all "do your Karst tutorial" but we kinda used the time to talk about other things instead. Whoops.

Went through two questions on thermody during Physics. ∆U = Q + W -ed our way through. I don't know why Yos gets so agitated when we ask him how to do Physics questions. We're like, "Hey, I don't understand this-" and he's all like, "Howcouldyounotknowit'scommonsensejustsubinthevalues..." and so on.

English, English. Let's not talk about English. Almost failed SA Essay 3. Tsk. Deterioration much. It's horrible and I feel awful about it. It's not cool to suck at something you were once actually good at. Not cool, man.

Time to bring myself to bring on the big words.


Last Bio quiz of the year was okay, and extra Malay was all about us completely failing at cloze passages and imbuhan-ing and recalling peribahasa.


Okay, better go off now.

Need to do something other than typing and writing.

Adieu.


P.S. How on earth does one "walk like a girl"?


Wednesday, October 20, 2010

20/10/2010

Listening to the Phantom of the Opera soundtrack right now, wishing I could go on another holiday.

But I won't dwell on what can't be done (actually I can, but going off overseas a week before exams is probably just going to get me into a whole lot of trouble), and instead focus on what has to be done.

Exams exams exams they scare me, they do, these exams.

They say that the more times you go through something the easier it gets, but I find that particular saying really stupid.

It's not true for everything, you know.

Take breaking a bone, for example. Breaking your leg the second time probably won't hurt any less than the first time.

Or making a huge mistake in life. Making the same mistake again certainly won't be any less detrimental.

And exams. Oh exams. It's like the more you take the harder they get. It's ridiculous.

You can't deny that now, can you?


Feeling super tired right now. Should sleep early tonight.

Had a load of nothingness at school today. Two hours of talking over some Physics past year paper, half hour of break, an hour of non-existent Malay, an hour of "do-your-own-work" ACE, another half hour of break, then our final two hours of Bio for the sem.

Feel kinda sad. I like Ms Fong. She's an awesome teacher.


Okay, can't seem to be able to keep my eyes open.

Night.



P.S. It's been ages since I've made the date the post title, but this was too good to miss.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

On a steeck.

Hey world. What's up?

I don't think I'm working as hard as I'd like to.

So why am I not?

Heck, I wish I knew.

Anyway, I think it's about time I upped my game (yeah, it's like I keep saying this but nothin' ever happens).


So, today. Had two hours of Chem. Basically checked our CA scores and went through Quiz 6 (quote: "Tsk, Glenn, Kian Wee, how could you only get 15/15? Shame on you.") and Revision Worksheet 2.

I need to revisit our good friend Organic Chem (remember my plan to name my kids after organic compounds?), 'cause I've totally forgotten almost everything. Sad, huh?


Completely mistook a 3 for a 2 during Math, so ended up squaring instead of cubing. Bad idea. I sure hope there's such a thing as ECF for Math. I mean, like, I totally got everything except from the co-ordinates of the stationary point we were supposed to find which was the whole purpose of the question oh how could I have made this horrible mistake.


Had only an hour of Malay today 'cause cikgu had to leave early.

Stupidly ambiguous kefahaman MCQ answers. I'll probably have to go to my grave not knowing what the correct (not according to maybe-flawed answer scheme) answers are.

Oh well. Some things we're just not destined to find out.


Okay, I'mma be goin' off now.

Adieu.


P.S. Apparently 15/15 isn't considered "full marks" anymore. That's a 17/15, man.


Monday, October 18, 2010

Good news.

MJ just sent me a link to a few pictures of a few Generation V Pokémon, and I'm sorry to say that they definitely are getting worse every generation.

The original 151 was the best, and nobody can deny that.

It's ridiculous. We don't need new Pokémon. Just offer us improved gameplay, or anything, just please stop making up new Pokémon (have you seen the things they've come up with? Gear pokémon. Like dude, come on, gear? Don't you people have standards?).

There definitely has to be a limit to these things.

Tsk, major disapproval.


Nothing monumental happened today.

Felt seriously sleepy all day. Maybe I should start sleeping earlier.


Farewell assembly was in the audi (first boarding assembly in audi ever, so I guess it was sort of monumental).

Talked about how the year has passed, and KT gave this short presentation about Deepavali.

Yeah, the Year 5s get to leave this place after the year is over, but we (us foreign people from our batch) still have three years and a bit to go.

I bet it'll go by really fast, but you know. Everyone has to go through it.


Going off now.

Night.


P.S. Finally verified it, and yeah, I really was born on Deepavali. That's pretty cool.


Sunday, October 17, 2010

Spam war.

Was browsing through my post archives and found out that I started reading 'Sherlock Holmes: The Complete Novels and Stories Volume I' three months ago.

And I haven't touched it since, like, forever.

Man, that's a sad realisation.


Woke up relatively early today. Wanted to sleep in 'cause it was raining, but couldn't get myself back to sleep again, so it was a no go. I love rainy mornings. Makes me feel happy. (Compared to this morning, the weather's been really humid lately. Stupid haze. Stupid Sumatran fires.)

Spam warred with Woan Chyi and Fatinn after asking them to go out with me to get a dress for next week's dinner.

I love animated emoticons. They're probably only useful when you want someone's MSN to lag like hell.

So yeah, went out this afternoon to finally get a dress (the guys have been bugging me about it for the past week, just 'cause they want a good laugh).

Spent two whole hours, almost drove Woan Chyi and Fatinn crazy, but in the end they managed to sort of force me to get a dress.

Oh God, I look so horribly girly in it. Like, girly, girly.

I'm going to brainwash myself so that I won't die of embarrassment next week. So here goes: I am a girl. It's okay for a girl to be girly. And therefore being girly is good. Oh yes.


Pfft yeah, like that's going to work.


Queued for KOI on the way back. Bad idea. Never again will I queue half an hour for bubble tea. No way. Not at all worth it.


All right, better go off now.

Arrivederci.


P.S. Man, another weekend's over. That was fast.

Friday, October 15, 2010

Dream On.

Listening to Aerosmith's 'Dream On' right now, both the original and the cover on Glee by Matthew Morrison (I love this guy's voice) and Neil Patrick Harris.

Man, I love the lyrics to this song.

It's like, you never know what's going to happen to you, so better live life to the fullest, huh?

Makes sense.


Turned Lord/Lady in MouseHunt this morning, Man, I am slow.


Chem quizzed during Chem. Hopefully I'll pass this one, yeah?

Spent non-existent Malay listening to Kevin talk about this lady randomly yelling profanities at him in some restaurant about God-knows-what. We should go out looking for her one day.

And yeah, my wish for "cheese fries day" totally came true today. Now I think I'm going to officially call it 'Cheese FriesDay'. Mmm, cheese fries.

Two-hour break with nothing to do gives you one of the most horrible feelings ever. It's like, you no longer have a purpose in life. How sad is that?

I think I need to find a purpose in life. It seems as if all I'm doing now is trying to survive my remaining years here in this school. I have no idea what's going to happen after that. Absolutely no idea at all.


Joshua totally saved our debate during English with his total kickass points (thanks, man).


Went out for dinner with the guys after school. Botak Jones good (not to mention terribly filling).

Listened to KT and Wee Thean plan out some weird "chaos-unleashing" scheme they plan to carry out in a few days. Curious, but I can wait.

All right, I'mma go off now.

Yeah, turning in early Friday night. Plan on being productive sometime soon.

Night.


P.S. If I was a guy, I'd aspire to become like a certain Mr Barney Stinson.

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

"Though that road may wander."

I've just realised that it's kinda uncool to have Disney songs stuck in your head all day at school (not that 'Hot Potato' was cooler, but you get my drift).

Listening to Michael Bublé now to get some of that suaveness back into my life.

Charm, that's what the world needs more of.


Two hours of Physics was spent doing a Physics ass (God knows what number) Mr Yeo gave out this morning.

Apart from delve into the greater joys of calculating pressure at various points for various reasons, I spent my two hours bugging Stanley for answers, listening to people tell lame jokes about Joo Kee and other random things.

It's not fair 'cause Mr Yeo wouldn't let us go early even though we finished the ass.

Cheese fries day good.

Karangan-ed during Malay. Honestly, I think my standard of Malay has dropped to an all time low. It's horrible. I can't write in Malay. I definitely need a larger vocabulary.

ACE was something about coping about exam stress. Pfft, exam stress.


Got kinda grossed out during Bio, 'cause Ms Fong kept bringing up the subject of faeces. I mean, yeah, that's very nice and all, what with all the great processes concerning the excretory system, but I just really don't like talking about sh*t, thank you very much.


Better get going now. Time for productivity.

Adieu.


Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Mamela.

Like all people my age or older who listen to songs from old Disney movies, we often find ourselves wondering, "What on earth has happened to Disney?"

Whatever happened to all that Disney magic? Whatever happened to the sheer beauty of the stories, the music, the animation?

I think I know the reason why we dislike Disney "teen sensations" so much now. Growing up, we've held onto and grown with the material Disney has presented to us. Stuff that was good, pure, entertaining, sweet, meaningful, catchy, funny at times, has been replaced by meaningless "eye candy", too much pop in their soundtracks, scandals and gossip.

Whatever happened to the innocence, man?

I liked it better when we could still believe in miracles, and when we could still believe that believing in something enough was enough to make it happen, when we were taught to dream and hold onto those dreams.

And no, I'm not embarrassed. No, I don't want to "grow up". I'm just disappointed that kids nowadays don't know what they're missing. They aspire to become popular and know how to dance and sing and all sparkly pink and showy (for girls, that is. I mean, little boys can do that too but that's not the point here). I know it's not any better to go around idolising Simba or anything, but you get the drift.

They just don't know what real Disney magic is.


Anyway, today went down pretty well. Chem quiz got postponed, cikgu liked our vid, made lame jokes during Math (and John Huang tried to "binomial expand" something to the power of eight).

Wasn't productive during study time 'cause we spent most of the time talking (nothin' new, really).


Okay, better be off now. Feel the need to do stuff so today wouldn't seem so unproductive.

Adieu.


P.S. I love this guy's voice.


Sunday, October 10, 2010

Suzuka 2010

Hey, what up?

It's TEN day today.

Yeah, 10/10/10. I guess since everyone's talking about it I might as well talk about it too.

So what about 10/10/10? Nothin' much, but it's cool that we get to live through a day with a date as cool as this.


Spent my day trying to get onto MSN (again). Finally managed it an hour or so ago, but somehow I can't see nor display any display pictures. Oh well.

Also spent my day looking at my Math notes, not knowing how to do Chem worksheet 9, and not knowing how to do Math ass 5 (well maybe I do, but all my answers look "ugly", as Mr Chia puts it).

Had F1 on my mind throughout everything, 'cause the rain at Suzuka yesterday postponed qualifying to today.

Not such a good day for Ferrari, 'cause Massa only qualified twelfth, and Alonso fifth (but started fourth 'cause of Hamilton's gearbox change).

Managed to gain a podium place behind the two Red Bulls (Stanley's going be rubbing this in my face tomorrow, but I think I'll just retaliate by saying Vettel outpaced his beloved Webber). I have to admit, the Red Bulls were disgustingly quick today.

Massa had a collision with Liuzzi first corner of the first lap. Disappointed I am.

Ferrari is definitely falling behind in the standings, but I think I'll be satisfied if we beat McLaren this year.

Okay, I'mma go off now.

Adieu.


P.S. Korea's got a week for circuit approval. It'll be interesting if they have to last-minute cancel the race...

Saturday, October 09, 2010

John Lennon.

Watching MCR music videos on YouTube right now.

It's funny how you can fall in love with a band all over again.

Wondering, should I pre-order the album? Like, I really, really want it. I want to. But should I? Maybe I'll ask my parents *hint hint cough cough mum if you're reading this hint cough cough*.

Ah, shamelessness.


A bit annoyed at the moment, 'cause I haven't been able to sign into MSN since last night. I mean, it's not like I need to talk to anyone, but it's like I feel somehow disconnected from the world that way.

Thank goodness for Twitter though.


Didn't do much today. Wish I did though.

Been trying to find out where I can watch Glee online. I'll probably have to wait for someone to give the files to me, or figure out how to use PPStream (I read no Chinese and I can't be bothered).

Megashare is good, but they removed episode 3 due to infringement issues. Sad.


Went out with Fatinn. Got food at Cold Storage, 'cause there's no way I'll be able to survive solely on hostel food. I mean, yeah, it keeps you alive, but yeah, we gotta know how to enjoy life, yeah? Yeah.


Okay, if I want to further enjoy life I better get workin'. 'Cause you know, if I end up failing all my classes there's no way I'll ever be rich and famous. (Well I can, but the chances will be much, much slimmer.)


See ya.


P.S. It's John Lennon's birthday today. Even Google's celebrating it. Ah, legends will be remembered for a long time.


Friday, October 08, 2010

Awkward moment.

Another school week has come to an end, and exams inch ever so closer.

But that's okay, because it's a Friday night and it's excusable to forget about all your troubles and just chillax.

The internet connection's been acting up for the past hour or so. Couldn't sign into MSN, and hardly any web pages would load right. But I'm cool with that because they suddenly decided to stop "Access Denied"-ing Megashare so I can watch the second episode of Glee season 2.

It feels horrible that a lot of people have watched the first few episodes and I haven't. It's like I'm missing out on life. I mean, even Yos has seen it.


School today was fine. Had a straight three hour break 'cause Ms Lau wasn't there, which was spent talking about volcanoes and Indonesia, eating, watching 'Better Off Ted' in class with Kelvin, finalising our Geog report, printing it (albeit without images) and handing it in, and hoping Physics would get cancelled (but wasn't, unfortunately).

And yeah, I think I'm starting to enjoy Math. It's a scary thought, but it's not a bad thing now, is it?

Spent CCA browsing random websites and discussing various ideas for our SDMA video thing. It's like we can never be satisfied with what we come up with, 'cause we have absolutely no idea what other people are doing, and for all we know they could be so, so much better than we are.

Had pizza for dinner 'cause that's what cluster birthday celebrations are for (I love cluster celebrations).

Then hung around the music room and TV room with Ly En, Woan Chyi, Wee Thean and Colin.

And yeah, that was pretty much my day.

Better be off now. Glee awaits.

Adieu.


P.S. Rick Astley is in Singapore. Which means I'm on the same teeny island as one of the most famous internet memes ever. How cool is that?

P.P.S. Trying to get people to do our Malay project is like herding sheep. Find some people, lost some people, and when you get them together, they wander off. Interesting.